
Today my mood in the morning was simply good. Happy for a moment, but after my colleague message me, telling me that tomorrow I'm working, my mood was suck. And seriously I feel suck!!
I have already told supervisor that I don't wish to work for this week. But ended up, she insist planning. Sometime I feel that, I wasn't part-timer. I'm full timer. I really tired. I feel that, I don't have the freedom to give my own schedule. I need my own time. I don't wish to be plan as what my dept supervisor as and when she want. So what if, our dept down of manpower.
I just only want my rest. I just want some time to settle my personal problem. If like this, I think I will not go back to work, and I will resign. This kind of schedule is simply just like what I happen to have when I 1st went to work in McDonald. Having personal reason, so cannot work, and already inform, but in the end, they insist planning me on schedule. I really tired. What can I do?? Anybody can give me suggestion??
I feel so unreasonable sometime. Really. What should I do?? Or what am I going to do?? Til now, I'm still solving my own personal problem. Why is it that, other staff, they cannot work for the week, they can din plan their name on schedule?? But me?? I already inform in a week, that don't plan my schedule, I cannot work. I have my personal things to settle. But in the end?? Sayang message me, telling me, I'm working at 8am tomorrow til 3pm. Wth!!! I really feel irritating, frustrated.
Plus recently working with
"siewling", suddenly her attitude towards me, is like "
shit". And I don't feel like working. I wanted to avoid working with her. I really don't want to work with her, so much to have so much conflict. But what else can I do?? Tell me. I'm tired, I'm sick of this kind of working life.
Just now, my sayang message told me:
Sayang: Tell you what, the best thing is, you don't talk to kim fa. You talk to Jerome, he will understand. And you pretend tell him if kim fa don't co-operate, you quit.
Me: Wao, use Jerome to threaten kim fa, abit bad leii. Haiix, I see later how, then I see how. If I really cannot. I'll message her. And if she feel fed up, I already told her last week, don't schedule me already. Haiix, feeling frustrated.
Sayang: Nooo...Weiyi did that ok. kim fa put her on veri long hrs. She tell kim fa she cannot but she insists, so weiyi quietly go mit Jerome lorx... its ok 1.
Me: Dotz, how you know?
Sayang: Weiyi told me lorx... You try talk to Jerome k.
Wao, I don't know is it truth. But if using Jerome to threaten kim fa, I scare bad things will happen. I also don't know how. Tell me, what am I going to do??
Arh!!!
After eating my favourite chips, I feeling slightly better. But I still feel irritating, and frustrated.
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I just get a called, now my mood is damn
HAPPY!!! And is supper
HAPPY!!!
Hot mama, I want to shout: I'm Happy!!! I got this TTS!!! And the paid is "
GREAT". I really so happy!!!
I'm so happy!!! I really out of words when I get this news!!! I hope I'll love this job, and able to continue work for life. Having this full-time job, that I ever thought of. I'm so happy.
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@Monday, April 26, 2010