Vivian[Jiejie]!!
Hope this year birthday you have a happy memories with xuan xuan. Happy Birthday, She is the 1st that wish you happy birthday i'm sure.
I wasn't in the mood anymore. Boyfriend has make me lose the "
love" that we used to have, when I 1st met him, he is totally different from what he is now. I'm getting to lose "
love", "
faith" and feeling so "
insecure" with him. I feel like leaving him. He has did something, that I ever
HATE!!! And seriously, whoever guys that did this, I'm seriously "
looked down" on them. Yes, indeed I really look down on them. And just happen that, today I wake up in the morning, I went out of the room, I saw what he is doing. And I was so angry and upset with him.
I went back to the room, get ready my things, and went to bath and went out the house to work. Without talking or speaking to him about anything. Never. I hate this kind of person. I look down on this kind of people.
Even if you are my boyfriend, I also don't allow you to see this, but yet you are. Although some might think that, it normal. But seriously to me,
IS NOT NORMAL... It is a
DISGUST. Yes, It really a
DISGUST. Sometime when things is happening again and again, I would recall all the past years incident that happen, and sometime it make me realize that, he could do this too, and it hard to believe him anymore. Seriously, I couldn't bring myself to believe him anymore.
All "
empty promises" that he has ever promise me, once again it broken again. And once again, I'm hurt. Normally, I would cry badly when he hurt me. But this time round, I wasn't cry badly. I kept myself busy working, keep on helping customers, taking the settlement. And ignoring his sms, his call. And past my day simply just only at work, with my working colleague.
I has no idea, how come this time round, I wasn't in tears. I'm just keeping quiet, normal and work as usual with my good working friends. Enjoying my work there too.
Finishing my work, at 10pm. But due to lots customers last min, and I finish and leave my work place at almost 11pm. And went back home. Locking myself in 1 room. And asking him, to get out of my sight and went to the other room. And til now, I'm still alone in the room, watching dvd, revising my work again and blog and also even view blog.
*ps: Jiahui, you very bad leii, you and krist important day, you never INFORM us!!! And I tot you that time told us YOUR already ROM liao?? Then what's that IMPORTANT day sia?? You making me blur seriously.Labels: things that is upsetting me.
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@Sunday, March 21, 2010
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