
Yesterday went back to school again, but this time is with Boyfriend's mum to school to see boyfriend success show real. And his FYP
(final year project) is being uploaded and show to every one of the public. Although to him might not be the
BEST of
THE BEST, but at least he is being "
ken ding" to the public that he can be success.
So went to school at around 2.30pm. Suppose was planning to have Vivian and Jiahui to be going. But due to rain is making them bringing baby out is difficult, so in the end, they din come. At around 3plus, after having a bit of bite of food that is being serve, and went in to see other things, and we went off to Suntec. Boyfriend got voucher from Pepper Lunch, so we went to have our dinner over there. We walk around 1st, til around 5plus, we went to have our dinner.
After dinner, went to sister's working place, Mag*nolia. And saw her, given her the drinks that I'm drinking. And I saw lots of new arrivals, wow, and I see 2 skirt that I love it, and thinking to buy 1 of it. Haha, and see see, and sister show me the jacket that she wanted to buy, and I see and try on the skirt, and even asking boyfriend's mum and boyfriend for suggestion. And I try, and bought the 1st piece that I love it. I could wear it as a tube or skirt as I want to.
After that, went back home. To let Boyfriend's dad and bro to have their dinner that we have pack back. And I watch awhile tv til around 8pm, I went back home. Before going back home, haha, went to Hougang mall, cause meimei want me to help her burn song to cd, so troublesome, so I need to go and buy empty cd. And went to popular to buy, and bought my favourite disney printed CD-R. haha, guess what?? It's Winnie the pooh leii. I love it, and it can say quite cheap, and I bought it, and went to bought another shoes for working, and went to bought my facial wash, and my usual medicine.
Before buying all this things, I check and see whether my paid in?? And yeah!! I got my paid, and I'm able to buy necessary things, and even my
NEW HANDPHONE!!! But I can only buy handphone on the 9 Apr'10. So no choice, has to wait. So went to buy my weekly contact lens, my shoes, CD-R, calculator(for work), and have abit of bite, cause too early have dinner, feeling a bit hungry, after that went back home.
Reach home, I pack my things, that I need to bring back to boyfriend's house, waiting for sister to faster come back. And help her burn songs, and I went to sleep. Chatting with sister, til late around 2plus going 3am, then sleep. And need to wake up next day at 5am, to go "Guan Ming Shan" to pray my 6yrs gone granny.
Woke up today, and bath, and went to Guan Ming Shan. Seeing my uncles they all, having slightly chatting, and went in to see. And suddenly dad told me, it being 6years, and I told him this, "don't tell me 6years, this 6years to me is a miserable life, and unforgettable and even unforgiven to HER." And til now, I still hate HER. And even my "da bo" has never went in since the day, granny pass away, cause he don't have the face to face granny. But at least, he know what is "shameless", "no face". But HER leii?? She don't feel "shameless", "no face" and still can go in and see granny.
Seriously, went I see "da bo", and mum, I feel shameless for this 2, they are adult, and they can quarrel in front of granny's wake that year in 2004. And it my most miserable, unforgettable scene. And now, I still hate them. Even if see them, or even went back home, see mum I don't even bother to talk much to them. Next year when this day come again, I tell myself, and dad, I'm going to buy something for her. I miss her, miss her badly. She has never came to my dream to tell me how is she, I wish 1 day, she will come to my dream and talks to me. I have alots to tell granny. But I don't has the chance to talk to her. I felt regret. I miss Granny.
Since I was young, Granny dote me, like a princess, like an apple. Dote me, til I would rather she take care, look after me, when dad and mum went to work. But after so many incident happen, and we have being drifted, but I still loved granny. And that's makes me hate mum and "da bo" and "da bo mu". I really hate them.
Next year, when "qing ming jie" come, the week before when dad told me, they going to pray granny, I'm going to buy her things, and burn it to her. Today I couldn't buy, cause paid get 10hrs ago, so next year, I'm going to buy for sure, and definitely I'll buy. Only mainly for granny.
2Apr'10 again going "Guan Ming Shan", but is pray grandma. For this, I has not much feeling for her, cause she in the past, only care for small 1, or even the youngest 1. Unlike granny, who is being fair to every one 1 of us.
Got to go, preparing to go work, OFF to work now. Tomorrow working again, til 2Apr'10 I'm asking for OFF!!! And busying with shopping, celebrating with Boyfriend.
*Ps: Jiahui, sharon, anqi: I got somethings to show your, tell me your comment about this. Especially JiaHui.
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@Sunday, March 28, 2010